I didnt really fancy finding the place and finding Angus in there on my own and I felt kinda bad for not inviting her in the first place because it used to be the sort of thing she was into, so I rang her up and asked her.

Frankly it was more trouble than it was worth.

For some reason, while she wanted to go, she kept acting like she really didnt want to go and that she was doing me a big favour.

She kept going on and on about how "Nervous" she was about going, so she insisted on getting drunk before she even got in there- for her "Nerves".

I said that I didnt really want to drink to much because A) I just dont want to and B) I have things to do today, so I said I'd just have one drink before we go in. Sharon was going to the bar and I asked for a G&T.

So Im sitting there drinking it and feeling like it tastes awful strong and she said that she ordered me a double. When I asked her why she started laughing.

Its so silly, now people have resorted to spiking my drinks. I just dont get it.

So we finally get there and its really quite a cool little place, there is lot of industrial music banging and Im loving it, however, now Sharon is complaining about what she wearing because for some reason, although she owns lots of "Goth" type clothes that she wears in general life (like to work) all the time, tonight on the one night we decide to go to a "Goth club" Sharon decides to wear a denim skirt incase she is "Overdressed" (?). So now she is under dressed.

Then she says the guy sitting next to her is a wanker and she wants us to pretend we are "Together" to get rid of him.

Only thing is, everytime I leave her and go for a dance or to the loo, when I come back she is still talking to him- near the dance floor, near the bar, everytime I see her she is speaking to this guy who apparently is a wanker-I dont get it.

Ive said before that getting a cab in Edinburgh at 3am is just not going to happen, so you always end up walking.

We werent intending to stay that late but when I look at my watch its like 20 to 3, so I say to Angus:

"Do you know anyone who is walking my way?"

As a matter of fact a guy that he introduced me too earlier is indeed walking that way with this other friend and Angus is going to walk half way and then cut off as he lives really near the town center. So good, I have people to walk with.

Sharon lives in the opposite direction to me, and not in walking distance, she lives about and hour and a halfs walk from where we are. Together with that her ex-husband came to visit her ealier that arvo and he wants to stay at her flat so she gives him her only set of keys to get in.

I say to her

"Ive organised to walk with these guys and I really think you should come home with me- G isnt home so dont worry about that".

"Oh no, Im going to find someone else to go home with"

"Um ok, Im just waiting for Paul now, were just over there, he's just saying his goodbyes and then we're going. I really think that you should come with me."

So we get outside and she calls her ex to see if he's home, then she says.

"I dont fucking believe this"

I gather he has gone out and is not answering his mobile.I say,

"look, even if he is home, how are you going to get there? You wont get a cab now"

With that she does her usual trick and just turns around and walks off.

I walk home safe and soundly with these nice people I have met and apart from Sharon trying her hardest to fuck everything up I had a really great night.

I met some cool people, I danced to some cool music (Well "Fade to grey" is cool to me!) and I let my hair down in a way I like to do it. Without getting blind drunk and falling over or saying anything stupid to anyone and I definately want to go back.

Only problem is, Sharon will want to come with me again and honestly I can do without it.

This has been a very bitchy entry, I just really needed to get it off my chest. Now I have to go call her and find out where she is and if she's ok.