G has gone out with Brian and Alastair which is good because I just feel like chillin out by myself- well actually I dont really, but I dont feel like spending the night in with G.

Um, Im just really irratable at the moment-is it that or am I tired of the predictable taking-the-piss of Jo?.

Do people really think Im gullible?

Yesterday, Ian came to work after stepping on a nail as his flat is being worked on at the moment. He hadnt been to the doctor and I was really worried.

I was like- just stop being a hero and go to the doctor, then he told me that he's had a tetanus injection a few months earlier so it was fine.

Except I turned around a while later and said- why? What was it for?

and he said- "ok ok Im lying, I didnt get an injection".

What a dick.

And then last night G went out on a works night out for Burns Night, and when he woke up this morning I said "So where did you end up last night?"

"Oh I dont remember"

"what do you mean you dont remember?"

"Oh just somewhere on the Grassmarket"

"Not the Birk and Hare or the Western (tacky strip bars)" I said for a joke

"No Bottoms Up, but it wasnt my idea- the clients wanted to go so I had to, my boss wouldnt take no for an answer"

And I believe it, because G is really easily embarrased about "things", but why not just say?

Why not just tell me you havent sought proper medical attention, or that you went to a strip bar with work mates- am I gullible, or moody? and which of those is worse?

And why dont people want to talk to me?

I just phoned my bro for his birthday and he let me ramble on about crap for ages, because I felt I had to, before telling me that he was "In the middle of something at work" and had to go.

And before that was Kate not calling me back like she said she would.

and then there's the.....oh I dont know

Im beginning to feel like I have a contageous disease, at least if I did I'd know what it was about.

Maybe I am gullible