Im two sips away from finishing the bottle, so bare with me, this is going to be a "bitsy" entry.

The Course is nearly finished just a couple more weeks, which is great, Im so looking forward to that being paid off and getting a better job.

My Personal Development session went ok, my boss must have felt guilty for the last time and she tried her hardest to be subtle. She failed miserably, but its the thought that counts. She had good things to say and asked me about the bad things. I couldnt possibly say. hee

My Dads been sick again, that upset me, so Im glad to be going home.

I had my 6 monthly hospital appointment (how quick did that 6 months go?!) and I didnt escape the meds this time. I also made the mistake of wearing mascara to my appointment.

So pills everyday for the rest of my life, there are lots of side effects but I wont go into it. I feel ok for the moment. Im still not giving up though, there has to be another way, so Im going to find it- watch this space.

G got a promotion today to Senior Surveyor, this is great and terrible at the same time, Im so proud of him, but this means he might not want to leave Edinburgh, which sucks.

Im still coming home in July though.

I hope someone will put up with the Sooky me.

(but I understand if Ive been away too long)